YOU ARE MY STAR x3

br0kenS2``28.o3.1o

2010-03-28T14:23:00.004+08:00

OKAY!

Been sooooooo freaking long...

since i update my blog =P

dead uhh..

rights,

simply cos i have no idea what should i post!

and my desktop exploded :(

so right here...

i'll just say....

I LOVE SOMEONE !! xD

&& I LOVE CHPINKPINK !

EGGTARD !

HIPOPO !

SHEILALA !

and OWEN !

not well enought, but definitely.....

THEY STILL HAPPENS TO BE....

THE BEST! =DD

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br0kenS2``2911o9

2009-11-29T20:17:00.003+08:00

It stopped pounding

and it start aching so deeply

that it can almost kills.

the thoughts and the words up here

ran wildly and disappeared.

and im stuck here yearning for something...

something that vanished

something that u never know

when will it appear again.

something that takes 100years to be mended

when it takes a sec to break it.

it twist your mind, burn your soul and break your heart.

and you'll end up lying down there..

looking up to the endless sky

and start all the faulty thoughts.

asking yourself..

" whats wrong with me? "

" why did i do that? "

why, why and why

pressing you down to the bottom

and make you feel so restless about everything,

everything that you've done.

never allows you to rewind,

but leaving you a restless life.

and with that,

no matter how long it has passed

or have you forgotten.

it'll still be in a tiny corner of your mind

you regret...

you're gonna die with it.

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br0kenS2``2711o9

2009-11-27T10:06:00.011+08:00

Muahahas!

what a beautiful day!

its HARI RAYA HAJI!

Beautiful Day = HOLIDAY!!!!!!!

simply cos i dont hafta work~ =P

bumming at home, sleep as if like there's no tmr.

pretty good hur?

but time always fly like a snap when you're having fun.

ewww, no wonder it takes so long to knock off from work =X

and nowwwwwwwwwwwww,

uploaded this song in my blog,

which actually makes me think how karma falls.

Likeeeeeeeeeee..........

never leave someone for another,

or rather, never do anything wrong

to someone for another,

you know.....karma falls =X

what i think is hmmmmmmmmm...

they'll do the same to u for another too, or perhaps not? i dunno.

in a game, its the enjoyment of the progressing,

may not be the outcome or result.

in love, both are equally important i supposed.

no one would wanna lose their love one

halfway thru their life.

thats why its soulmate but not teammate =P

but im perfectly sure that, stick to someone who love and cherish you,

and no matter how much he/she return it to you.

adding up all the love together, it'll be fine right?

never counts how much love your soulmate is putting in,

but take in the love silently.

last sec of your life, when you open it up,

you'll tear, flooding by love from your soulmate.

rather den being hit by karma hur?

i bet everyone knows karma falls, when... you know? * LAUGHS.

you'll be like, living with regrets for 3/4 of your life?

or lesser den that? LOL!

karma hits you extremely hard, not physically, but mentally i guess.

getting stuck with each other,

get married have a couple of kids.

isnt it good?

Love Is Hard At Times,

Be The One Fighting It

Not The One That Tore Down Easily

unless you're like me =P * FREEDOM FTW~

GEEZ, im not saying that im the one being tore down easily of cos.

i may not handle a R/S well,

but im sure how much i know what its all about.

what else? its just myself.

i see FREEDOM as an important thing.

am i suppose to born alone die alone? * Laughs..idm :)

ohyar, i may not be a good girlfriend,

but im sure i make a good buddy for everyone

with a pair of patience listening ears :D

anytime anywhere, COME TO ME !

til here

Toodles :)

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Xuan S2 ` ` 1910o9

2009-10-19T00:16:00.008+08:00

Hey guys ! Sup =) People have been NAGGING EOS

for not updating her blog ! LOL :X

Yesterday went to Pasir ris park to
celebrate crystal birthday BBQ with Eos and Edwin !!
Its was quite amusing when we saw
a HORSE running wild around the BBQ pit area !!
We intended to call the mandai zookeeper
but didn't know its hotline :x

hmms !
Baby , this is your PEANUT here !

Thou in the past ,
i may have done thing which makes you feel
insecure and im sincerely apologizing to you .
Action speaks louder than words and
i promise to promise you .
Nowadays ,
we're both having some problems but let me hold your hand ,
and get out of it together .
I wanna hold you tight till my last breath and tell you that i love you . >,< yours ="">

br0kenS2``o410o9

2009-10-04T19:01:00.004+08:00

woooooooo! :D

friends have been asking me to update my blog,

its sooooooo freaking dead.

right.

bcos i've been burying myself with work,

im sure everyone has their ways of forgetting troubles.

and mine will be work =P as simple as that. * laughs

ohsad, Edwin is booking in today :x

im sure he'll miss me as much as i do!

if i don't,

he's gonna hang some dicks head at my gate.

AG planet, cool hur? * LOLS!

as for Val... =P

hey, im not badmouthing you.

well......

SHE'LL BE RUNNING AWAY WITH ANOTHER GUY SOON!

Oops, i didnt say anything in cap and bold, did i? xD.

ohhey! Crystal nehneh sis!

cheer up no matter what happened =)

Edwin and me will always be there for you.

im sure you know that.

LOVES :D

~\(^.^)

I RestlessGoodbye I

Touched By You``31o8o9

2009-08-31T20:56:00.006+08:00

im really touched.

so so touched

cant believe that you really inked it.

thank you so much!

im so so happy :D

i really appreciate it!

but....

won't you regret?

K.Xuan``S2

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br0kenS2``27o8o9

2009-08-27T20:36:00.005+08:00

BAH!

kinda lazy to post actually =P

but hurr, just post something,

dont wan my blog to be as dead as a corpse.

been working and working again ~.~

boring life hurr.......

ohwell,

To: SOMEONE.

i know you're just doing your job to cheer me up,

all the msges u sent me

doesnt convince me or make me feel

its for real.

know what?

i dont feel a bit of happy at all.

i just didnt wanna say much,

it pointless too though

and i rather avoid it?

how silly i am.

maybe im thinking too much,

but that's just how i felt.

and i guess im losing the abilities to prove

what u wanted me to.

maybe you were just saying it

for the sake of wanting me

to stop being upset.

OHYAH!

no more movie tmr :(

Sheila cant make it!

without her, the outing turn meaningless..

well, forgive u. =X

cause she's the main cast! * advance bday girl*

well, guess gonna wait for sunday

to celebrate her bday with all the colleagues.

" IM SO GOING TO SWENSON "

laughs my ass off.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

havent close a deal for 2 days,

and Raymond wants Edwin and me

to close 4 more deals

at the end of the week...

which is tmr?

thats pretty stressing me up T.T

ehhhhhh,

i wish tmr's leadsID will be more active

PLEASE? =P

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br0kenS2``21o8o9

2009-08-21T21:41:00.005+08:00

heyah!

ITS WEEKEND!

REST/PLAY/PARTY TO THE FULLEST!

wellwellwell,

im so so shocked today!

know what know what,

i closed 3 deals in like 3 hours! * claps claps

wonder would i close more if i did not take UL for half day :x

ayes, doesnt matter! as long as im improving!

but still a bored job, agree? Crystal and Edwin?

guess its just my lucky day hur,

hopefully this kinda fine day continue.

and same goes to Crystal and Edwin,

many many countless lucky days and fine days

for you guys :D

and its rainy day~ i love rainy day so much!

cos i get to see the rainbow appear in my heart

after the heavy big rain!

walked and run under the rain romantically with Edwin

*laughs* Ok, not funny,

not romantic at all.

cos that CBK made me wet by following him around!

oh wait!

WET! BODY WET BY RAIN!

not "down there" * crude?* =P

poor CBK,

3 working days

for the bank to cheque in his pay to his bank acc.

cant help much though.

just hope that we'll have fun partying tmr!

bums my arse at home for sunday!

start working on monday! :(

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br0kenS2``14o8o9

2009-08-14T21:57:00.007+08:00

BOO! o.0

been a few days since i posted a post.

lets blog something boring ._.

ohhwell, been working.

got selected when i went for interview that morning!

and start working immediatly,

pretty lucky hur?

congrats me, thanks!

but sighhh.....

what a tough job :(

my butt's gonna numb one day

if im gonna sit there 7+hours/day

keep calling and pushing out computer D:

will my butt grow wider? *Laughs*

been 2 and a half day since my work started,

and i only managed to close1 deal ._. how bad.

heehs, but at least

i reached the target of 250 calls a day!

well, thats not the main matter though. x(

MORE DEAL PLEASE?

LOLS!

and and and...

thanks to my heel,

blisters over my foot T.T

painful hurrr.....

someone mind massaging FOC for me?

ohohoh, im happy today though!

ITS FRIDAY! :DDDD

free from work for saturday and sunday * loves*

so peeps.......

POWERHOUSE tomorrow?!

let me have some

FUN!

PARTEH!

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Specially for Calvyn =X 10o8o9

2009-08-10T01:04:00.008+08:00

Ok...............

im sorry ._.

but please do blame the fella i mentioned on 8/8/09 ok? :x

* squeezes your tummy

i have already posted an apology post for you!

so forgive me!

next saturday alrites? =P

here you are =P special post with picture lagi hur =X

anyway, u look more handsome now!

comparing to this picture.* LAUGHS!

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br0kenS2``o9o8o9

2009-08-09T23:00:00.012+08:00

woohoo!

awaken from the long sweet sleep.

was too tired to update my blog,

oh but i went online to watch drama

before i head to bed =P

hurrrr....

Went out with Edwin, Calvyn and Edmund last night.

planned to go powerhouse after we catch a movie,

oh well, we decided to stay at town.

sat outside 7-11 located at Plaza Singapura

chilled and talked about 2 fellas who somehow...

ehhh, nevermind :x

last destination was cineleisure's Kbox

ohya, Chantel was there too,

she sang some crazy songs

like oldies? * laughs*

pretty fun and FUNNY though.

sadly, Edmund didnt have the chance to see all the crazy scenes

he received a call after we got in the room

hmmm, saying that his dad was sent to hospital or something?

not quite sure about that,

and he rushed off *1 down

but hope his dad is good right now :)

Outta Kbox around 6am

Clavyn and Chantel stay nearby

so they took a cab home.

wanted to take a cab home too,

but Edwin said " SAVE MONEY! LETS TRAIN! "

i was like -.- tired!

still ...... we took a train home.

and i was fhucking high tight back den.

waited 15mins for the train

my bladder is gonna burst :(

ahhuurr....

Edwin got shocked when he saw this guy

who stood inside the train and he laughed.

when i turned around and look at that guy,

im sure i know why he laughed.

and i start laughing myself too.

I SWEAR HE LOOK LIKE VINCENT aka ARRVIN!

* LAUGHS* no idea why i laughed so hard,

there's a reason behind it hur? :x

ohyee, guess what?

i took a picture of him.

well not his front view though,

he didnt wanna turn around!

but i SWEAR, even his front view look 90-95% alike!

doesnt matter, cos i think i took a good picture,

with the half headed terrorist,

or he's afraid of H1N1? =P

now........

whose the main cast? o.o

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br0kenS2``o8o8o9

2009-08-08T04:30:00.011+08:00

Oh greats!

my mom discharged from TTSH~

end of my nightmare!

been heading there twice a day ;(

ohweee!

and finally i can have good sleep hugging my mommy <3

But....

here comes a most pissed day >:(

met Edwin at 1045pm,

planned to go PH as Val and her bf COMFIRMED with us.

reached Val's block at 11pm

went up her place

got in her room

and lie on her bed :x pretty soft hur.

must be the love bird's sexcercise

that make the matress sooo sooo soft

not bouncy anymore! * laughs*

well, wasted our time at her place..

and it happened so sudden that prince said...

" i wanna go home and bathe, blahblahblah"

Edwin and me were like * wtf?* when its already 12plus for god sake.

and PH is ending at 4am!

Choice-less!

so tag along to his place and freaking left Edwin, Val and me

waited under his block for 2 hour plus?

loads of bullsheesh!

like, trying to waste our time?

made us wait for him

and he took his own sweet time arguing? or talking? to his mom

about gf's stuff and.. oh secret :D

were everything lies?

lols, well we do think that way,

shall see how you're gonna convince us.

shall skip this in case he lost his pride :)

im sure you'll have a damn good 5min bed time story

if i ever tell anyone about them :D

so yeh, PH was cancelled,

Edwin and i went home after the long long waiting.

no more patience left _l_

headed back to toapayoh for supper,

and continue discussing about Val and her bf's stuff.

hurr, the more we talk bout them,

the more i find her bf ...... * you know i know *

and now...........

MIND BREAK!

idiot spoilt my day! _()_

TIME FOR A GOOD SLEEP !

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br0kenS2``o6o8o9

2009-08-06T02:11:00.012+08:00

Been so long since i feel this deep hurts in me.

like once again, i've lost Elven?

foolish!

why did i rolled myself into this situation again?

didnt i promise myself not to, anymore?

well, it just vanished in a snap,

without knowing you're gone.

The things i've seen,

the blood shed and the broken dreams,

they follow me relentlessly.

my life and dreams can be taken by NO ONE

only you, who can take 'em away from me

i'll let go of 'em without hesitations,

cause i know they worth just for you,

but you threw 'em away instead of keeping them safely.

my heart stop dancing and my dream stop flimming,

they end for you.

All i have is the fading memories in my mind

the fading voice

the fading words

and finally

the fading love.

We're drifting apart,

im at the edge.

the earth is shaking,

i falling.

the waves are getting bigger,

im drowning.

the wound is getting deeper,

im bleeding,

......

im dying.

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